So I have talked to my Boss today and we have negotiated.
The company's business isn't good these past few months and have decided to cutdown on manpower..
I have suggested she could deduct my salary and then maybe I could just come to work like three times a week on weekdays so I could find a partime job while I'm out of the office.
She agreed.
This way, we are helping each other, right?
But then
Ouuuuchhh!!!
Yes.
Events such as these are heartbreaking, frustrating or depressing.
Questions could go running around in your troubled mind asking,
"oh no what am I suppose to do now?"
Or
" where am I going???"
"Would I still be able to find a new job now that I'm middle-aged??"
Huhuhuh!
"I am such a loser! " why oh why oh Lord??"
Stop!!!
This will happen to a person
who:
First..
..without Christ ....people without Christ depend on their own efforts for their success.
So when something unexpected happen and their efforts fail, they're left with no one else to blame but themselves. Sometimes, they could blame God a little.
That's where frustrations come in.
Second.
It happens to some Christians too.
You know why?
Because of lack of knowledge!
After they learned the truth that they're on a dead end and everything seems not working as cool as it should be...they will start to wonder...and ask ...
"why is this happening to me God?? What have I done wrong to deserve this? I don't feel that you love me at all!"
Blah blah blah!
Hosea 4:6 says,
"my people are destroyed from lack of knowledge!"
Me?
You might wana ask me how did I react?
I shall tell you...
While I was talking to my boss,
Deep inside I was smiling...
Because I knew at that moment God is working behind the scenes.
Man, I had Peace. It was the best and most exciting time of my life.
Although I could hear the devil screaming right in front of my face calling me, "Loseeeeeer!! Look at you. You said you are a Christian and look whats happening to you?? Don't you get it??"
But no. The Peace that dwelt in me this morning was so much more.
Yeah that Peace in that verse.
Indeed, it's unexplainable!!
I knew right there and then that my Abba, Father is busy preparing me for my next job.
Wooohooo!!
And He keeps telling me,
"Be not afraid... I shall never leave you my Beloved. I am your Provider."
Hear Him again...
Yes. I know my Abba, Father so well !
I know that He will never leave me!
And with that assurance ,
I can only REST...and just
thank and praise Him
FOREVER...
Halleluyaaaah!!!
Mmmmmm......
What about you?
How well do you know our Father?
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