Life seems...

to take so slow on me lately.. I don't know why.
I get a little impatient sometimes..

Yeah I know. God is taking His own time.

So I will just wait...

For the right time..and the right opportunity.

I cannot bear doing more for myself anymore. For I always failed.

I just trust in HIm ..no matter what. Even if I get a little bored.
Just wait...and wait..

Anger Management..

What would you do if you trusted someone you don't know so well
and betrayed your trust?

Well, it just happened to me.

And it just got me so furious and disappointed as hell!

People can deceive you in a lot of ways. It's like a trap.
You will never know that it's there unless you're standing right on top
of it.

Sucks!

What I did in my own effort?

With all my might, I tried to get hold of that person..
Sms,phone calls,email but to no avail. He doesn't seem to care at all.
Woow! it's like stabbing me in front. Digging holes deep in my heart.

I really thought 'this person' is a good man. True to his words..so I just
trusted him just like that.

But then again..I guess God is the only one who keeps His words for us
and would never betray us.

If you are caught unaware..humans can really petrify you.

Good thing, Jesus is in me. I now know what to do and how to deal with
all these.

Yes, it may hurt a bit but it CANNOT stay that long.

For I believe I have an Almighty God who can deal with it
and I know His ways are the best!

So just last night, before dozing off, I imagined my "Getaway box" .
It is as pure white as snow, glowing.

Just like what I did to my mom's problem and my family, I put "that person" and the situation inside the box...

Yes, it hurts to let go..but I have no other choice. I cannot do anything
about it anymore. So , I'm giving it to God.


So I have put that person and the whole situation inside the glowing box..
closed it gently..

Right in front of me..there's Jesus, stretching His arms wide.

I give my "Getaway Box" to Jesus...that means, He is in control now.

Jesus then, gladly took my box and smiled at me..

Then I dozed off...


The next morning...

Just this morning...I feel a very light feeling inside of me..
My anger to that person has somewhat vanished..
I couldn't even remember the feeling anymore..

Just wow!

Now, I leave everything behind.

I have a brand new day..

I am meant to live a brand new day because that's part of my
inheritance from God.

It's just amazing to live this way!

Will keep you posted...

How God's Words Can Change Your World

Thank God it's Monday!

I used to hate Mondays...
because Mondays for me (at those old times) were just ordinary days to start
a Boredom Episode
...tons of projects to load
...deadlines!
...rush! rush!rush!
...pathetic meetings
...undefeated struggles
...disappointments


In fact, the list is endless and comes in a wide variety of packages
one of which you may call the "Armageddon" of life that would eventually
soon become a dramatic and catastrophic conflict within.

BUT Today! It doesn't mean that way anymore.

Those have come to pass!

Because I am inside the Ark and Jesus is in me!

Thank God with Jesus...everyday is a new day!!

Hear this beautiful sermon from Pastor Prince
of New Creation Church.
Prosper your soul...and you will have everything that
you could dream of..
I may not have all the manifestations just yet..
But I am getting there..
and this blog will become a walking testimony..
Listen for now..and Shalom...