Anger Management..

What would you do if you trusted someone you don't know so well
and betrayed your trust?

Well, it just happened to me.

And it just got me so furious and disappointed as hell!

People can deceive you in a lot of ways. It's like a trap.
You will never know that it's there unless you're standing right on top
of it.

Sucks!

What I did in my own effort?

With all my might, I tried to get hold of that person..
Sms,phone calls,email but to no avail. He doesn't seem to care at all.
Woow! it's like stabbing me in front. Digging holes deep in my heart.

I really thought 'this person' is a good man. True to his words..so I just
trusted him just like that.

But then again..I guess God is the only one who keeps His words for us
and would never betray us.

If you are caught unaware..humans can really petrify you.

Good thing, Jesus is in me. I now know what to do and how to deal with
all these.

Yes, it may hurt a bit but it CANNOT stay that long.

For I believe I have an Almighty God who can deal with it
and I know His ways are the best!

So just last night, before dozing off, I imagined my "Getaway box" .
It is as pure white as snow, glowing.

Just like what I did to my mom's problem and my family, I put "that person" and the situation inside the box...

Yes, it hurts to let go..but I have no other choice. I cannot do anything
about it anymore. So , I'm giving it to God.


So I have put that person and the whole situation inside the glowing box..
closed it gently..

Right in front of me..there's Jesus, stretching His arms wide.

I give my "Getaway Box" to Jesus...that means, He is in control now.

Jesus then, gladly took my box and smiled at me..

Then I dozed off...


The next morning...

Just this morning...I feel a very light feeling inside of me..
My anger to that person has somewhat vanished..
I couldn't even remember the feeling anymore..

Just wow!

Now, I leave everything behind.

I have a brand new day..

I am meant to live a brand new day because that's part of my
inheritance from God.

It's just amazing to live this way!

Will keep you posted...

Hosanna by Hillsong United

Great Worship Song WORDS GO LIKE THIS

Verse 1
I see the king of glory
Coming down the clouds
with fire The whole earth shakes, the whole earth shakes
I see his love and mercy
Washing over all our sin
The people sing, the people sing

Chorus
Hosanna, hosanna, Hosanna in the highest

Verse 2
I see a generation
Rising up to take the place
With selfless faith,
with selfless faith I see a new revival
Staring as we pray and seek We're on our knees,
we're on our knees Bridge Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me
Break my heart for what is yours
Everything I am for your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity Hosanna

Sometimes the rivers of life seem

to come plunging down upon us, and they seem to try to suck us underneath and destroy us in their swift current...

Sometimes we're left in utter despair wondering whether we should give up and quit,
or just exactly what we should do..

But in God, you don't ever need to give up.
If you quit, you have nothing to gain.
But if you keep on going and keep on standing on God's Word in faith,
you have everything to gain.

Source: Speak To Your Mountain
by Kenneth Hagin