Wait! Don't Try To Help God

This message is so powerful...May it bring revelations to you too.
Pastor Prince is so funny here too. heheh!

Spiritual Warfare!

June 2007
My papa was hospitalised for a month.
Stayed in ICU for 2 weeks which left me a debt of 200k plus.

October 4, 2007
My papa passed away.
I was devastated but somehow Your words has comforted me.
Have let go...and moved on.


November 7, 2007
Christine, my sister was hospitalised.

November 8, 2007
Christine passed away and joined my papa in heaven.
Inspite of what happened, I was still holding unto you...
believing in your words and promises.
I was lifted up inspite of what happened.
It's true, I was sooo down,depressed and sad but NOT TOTALLY OUT.
You were there for me back then.

Then, I moved on...


though I kinda missed them both.


Now, it's January 12, 2008!

Mama is in the hospital this time for a fractured dyslisis humerous bone(whatever it is)
Her Physical Therapist-- I don't know what's on her f*@#ck up mind that
she did this to my mother!

Mama is disabled and trying to get her physical health back
and now the situation has worsen. Grrr!
How can I bring mama back here in Singapore?

Now, let me talk to you!

WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO TELL ME???

After all the things that I have been doing for you..
Worship you like crazy, spread your words in my own little ways by
creating this blog
and then here goes.
I know it is not enough but hey--I am far better off than
those who worship you inconsistenly ,right?!

Please don't let me think one single moment that
You don't exist at all!

I know you have done so well on my health.
Slowly, I feel my strength has come back--believing
in Your words.
Thank you very much!

But you know how I am today...at this very moment.
Don't let me compare my life with the others and start
feeling sorry for myself.
I am going to ask you a lot of questions but heck!
I am just going to waste my time.


Yes, financially, I am slowly gettin' it back..Enjoying
life as it comes and then this thing happens.

WHY????!
Have you disowned me?
Have I gone so bad that you want me to feel my suffering
right in front of my face?!

I thought of not putting this in my blog because I know
the non-believers would surely rejoice!

But it's here now!

You just got me so pissed off!
I have been so patient.
But look what happened?
Mama is suffering. You know she is the only one I have now.

Your plans for me??? Whatever it is, I guess I don't care anymore!

You don't care about me right?!

I am not gona listen to your mp3s, update my blog for you, read the Bible, and hear your words!
( Maybe for a week)

If I will go to church tomorrow? I DON'T KNOW!




(Lord, pls. whatever I have written just listen.
Keep holding unto me Lord ...for I am weak:()