June 2007
My papa was hospitalised for a month.
Stayed in ICU for 2 weeks which left me a debt of 200k plus.
October 4, 2007
My papa passed away.
I was devastated but somehow Your words has comforted me.
Have let go...and moved on.
November 7, 2007
Christine, my sister was hospitalised.
November 8, 2007
Christine passed away and joined my papa in heaven.
Inspite of what happened, I was still holding unto you...
believing in your words and promises.
I was lifted up inspite of what happened.
It's true, I was sooo down,depressed and sad but NOT TOTALLY OUT.
You were there for me back then.
Then, I moved on...
though I kinda missed them both.
Now, it's January 12, 2008!
Mama is in the hospital this time for a fractured dyslisis humerous bone(whatever it is)
Her Physical Therapist-- I don't know what's on her f*@#ck up mind that
she did this to my mother!
Mama is disabled and trying to get her physical health back
and now the situation has worsen. Grrr!
How can I bring mama back here in Singapore?
Now, let me talk to you!
WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO TELL ME???
After all the things that I have been doing for you..
Worship you like crazy, spread your words in my own little ways by
creating this blog
and then here goes.
I know it is not enough but hey--I am far better off than
those who worship you inconsistenly ,right?!
Please don't let me think one single moment that
You don't exist at all!
I know you have done so well on my health.
Slowly, I feel my strength has come back--believing
in Your words.
Thank you very much!
But you know how I am today...at this very moment.
Don't let me compare my life with the others and start
feeling sorry for myself.
I am going to ask you a lot of questions but heck!
I am just going to waste my time.
Yes, financially, I am slowly gettin' it back..Enjoying
life as it comes and then this thing happens.
WHY????!
Have you disowned me?
Have I gone so bad that you want me to feel my suffering
right in front of my face?!
I thought of not putting this in my blog because I know
the non-believers would surely rejoice!
But it's here now!
You just got me so pissed off!
I have been so patient.
But look what happened?
Mama is suffering. You know she is the only one I have now.
Your plans for me??? Whatever it is, I guess I don't care anymore!
You don't care about me right?!
I am not gona listen to your mp3s, update my blog for you, read the Bible, and hear your words!
( Maybe for a week)
If I will go to church tomorrow? I DON'T KNOW!
(Lord, pls. whatever I have written just listen.
Keep holding unto me Lord ...for I am weak:()
In this crazy, mad, fallen world, you don't need a hero. You only need Jesus!!
Saturday, January 12, 2008
Friday, January 11, 2008
Thursday, January 10, 2008
God leads me to...
....Options Trading.
January 10, 2008 - Went to a free Option Trading Seminar at Amara Hotel.
9pm--> I love it.
Can have 200% more profits on ROI within few weeks time..
BUT I am a complete newbie on this field. Have never traded a single stock/option ever. No knowledge. I hate numbers, match, calculations, etc.
Definitely,I am on groundzero!
January 11, 2008 -just this morning I signed up at OptionsXpress online trading.
Is God leading me to this? Will find out in no time.
My heart says, I am into it. You can just work at home after your daytime job targeting the US Market wherever you are and that's it. Spend at least 1-3 hrs online maybe.No need to monitor the market everyday like the stock market traders do.
I like Option Trading in terms of:
1. Leverage – Higher returns and lower cash outlay. Stock trading is expensive. In order to buy 100 shares of XYZ stock at $100 per share, you’ll need $10,000. Although this might not seem like a huge amount of money to some people, $10,000 might be a big sum for new traders. If XYZ moved up five points, you would make 5% on your money. With options, you can control or participate in the movement of a stock for a lot less money and earn a higher rate of return. If instead of buying the stock, you purchased an XYZ January 100 call, which gives you the right to buy 100 shares of XYZ stock at $100 on or before the January expiration date, you would have made over 250%!!! Now that’s leverage!
2. Flexibility/versatility – With stock, traders can be either bullish or bearish. With options, traders can be bullish, bearish or neutral. Options can be used by themselves or in conjunction with stock. Options can also be used in combination with other options to create many different risk/reward scenarios.
3. Predetermined risks – For option buyers, the most you can ever lose is the amount paid for the option. You know in advance how much you can lose.
First to do my own school work. I need to self-study. Get familiarise with the terms,,jargons, ins and outs, etc...Will do this tonight.
It's promising indeed!
January 10, 2008 - Went to a free Option Trading Seminar at Amara Hotel.
9pm--> I love it.
Can have 200% more profits on ROI within few weeks time..
BUT I am a complete newbie on this field. Have never traded a single stock/option ever. No knowledge. I hate numbers, match, calculations, etc.
Definitely,I am on groundzero!
January 11, 2008 -just this morning I signed up at OptionsXpress online trading.
Is God leading me to this? Will find out in no time.
My heart says, I am into it. You can just work at home after your daytime job targeting the US Market wherever you are and that's it. Spend at least 1-3 hrs online maybe.No need to monitor the market everyday like the stock market traders do.
I like Option Trading in terms of:
1. Leverage – Higher returns and lower cash outlay. Stock trading is expensive. In order to buy 100 shares of XYZ stock at $100 per share, you’ll need $10,000. Although this might not seem like a huge amount of money to some people, $10,000 might be a big sum for new traders. If XYZ moved up five points, you would make 5% on your money. With options, you can control or participate in the movement of a stock for a lot less money and earn a higher rate of return. If instead of buying the stock, you purchased an XYZ January 100 call, which gives you the right to buy 100 shares of XYZ stock at $100 on or before the January expiration date, you would have made over 250%!!! Now that’s leverage!
2. Flexibility/versatility – With stock, traders can be either bullish or bearish. With options, traders can be bullish, bearish or neutral. Options can be used by themselves or in conjunction with stock. Options can also be used in combination with other options to create many different risk/reward scenarios.
3. Predetermined risks – For option buyers, the most you can ever lose is the amount paid for the option. You know in advance how much you can lose.
First to do my own school work. I need to self-study. Get familiarise with the terms,,jargons, ins and outs, etc...Will do this tonight.
It's promising indeed!
See Yourself In Christ
Ephesians 1:3
3Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places in Christ.
I remember going through a terrible time of depression when I was 18 years old. Believing that I was demon-possessed, I sought out a great man of God to have him cast the devil out of me. But when this man of God laid hands on me, he began to prophesy over me. He said, “Joe, I see you preaching to thousands, and used by God to impact thousands of lives. Joe, you are called by God and the devil is attempting to stop you.”
“What? I came here for deliverance! I am only interested in saving my own life, not preaching nor impacting lives,” I thought to myself.
You see, what happened was that at that moment, God allowed this man to step into the timeless zone He exists in to bring my future before me. As far as God was concerned, my future had already happened, though I was only 18 years old then. Today, I am a pastor of a church which has a membership of more than 15,000. Today, I am seeing what was told to me long ago.
The fact is that God does not see as we see. Abraham was a childless 100-year-old man and his wife, Sarah, at 90 years old, was doubly dead in her womb. (Genesis 17:17) Yet, God saw him and talked to him as if he were already the father of many nations.
And God wants us to see the way He sees. We are bound by time and that can limit our vision. Right now, you may see yourself going through a trial in your marriage, work, finances or health. But God sees a blessed marriage, a great success at work, supernatural increase in wealth and a healed body because He tells you that you are blessed with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places in Christ.
You see, God sees you in Christ. So when you see yourself in Christ, who is outside time, you step into the timeless zone. And in that timeless zone in Christ, whatever needs and trials of yours are already removed, repaired, restored or resurrected! In that timeless zone in Christ, you are blessed with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places!
3Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places in Christ.
I remember going through a terrible time of depression when I was 18 years old. Believing that I was demon-possessed, I sought out a great man of God to have him cast the devil out of me. But when this man of God laid hands on me, he began to prophesy over me. He said, “Joe, I see you preaching to thousands, and used by God to impact thousands of lives. Joe, you are called by God and the devil is attempting to stop you.”
“What? I came here for deliverance! I am only interested in saving my own life, not preaching nor impacting lives,” I thought to myself.
You see, what happened was that at that moment, God allowed this man to step into the timeless zone He exists in to bring my future before me. As far as God was concerned, my future had already happened, though I was only 18 years old then. Today, I am a pastor of a church which has a membership of more than 15,000. Today, I am seeing what was told to me long ago.
The fact is that God does not see as we see. Abraham was a childless 100-year-old man and his wife, Sarah, at 90 years old, was doubly dead in her womb. (Genesis 17:17) Yet, God saw him and talked to him as if he were already the father of many nations.
And God wants us to see the way He sees. We are bound by time and that can limit our vision. Right now, you may see yourself going through a trial in your marriage, work, finances or health. But God sees a blessed marriage, a great success at work, supernatural increase in wealth and a healed body because He tells you that you are blessed with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places in Christ.
You see, God sees you in Christ. So when you see yourself in Christ, who is outside time, you step into the timeless zone. And in that timeless zone in Christ, whatever needs and trials of yours are already removed, repaired, restored or resurrected! In that timeless zone in Christ, you are blessed with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places!
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
God Commands His Blessing On Your Storehouses
Deuteronomy 28:8
8The Lord will command the blessing on you in your storehouses…
When Jesus walked on earth, He had no bank account or visa card. Yet, He was rich, lacking nothing. He had whatever He needed for Himself as well as for the people around Him. When they needed healing, He provided it. (Matthew 12:15) When they needed food, He provided it. (Matthew 14:13–21) As long as they had Him, they had whatever they needed.
Likewise, when you have Jesus, you have an anointing within that makes you rich, even though in the natural, when you look at your finances, there is not much. God Himself has promised that He will command the blessing on you in your storehouses. Notice that He said “storehouses”. This means that He will command the blessing on your bank accounts, investment plans and everywhere that you put your money! Your storehouses will be blessed because when God commands the blessing, the blessing has no choice but to come on your storehouses!
We saw this happen to one of our church’s storehouses — our investment in Marine Cove, an open-air seaside shopping-cum-dining-cum-leisure resort complex. We invested in the place because we wanted to multiply the Lord’s money. We did not want to leave the money in the bank because the interest rate then was less than one per cent. We prayed about it and the Lord led us to Marine Cove.
And since day one, we have been making money from that investment! In fact, in one particular year, our highest return was 11 per cent nett! When SARS hit Singapore in 2003, people were avoiding the air-conditioned malls and coming to Marine Cove. The place was packed. Only God could have known how things would turn out. We even made money from the parking charges! That was how much the Lord was multiplying His money through our investment.
Beloved, just believe God when He says that He will command His blessing on you in your storehouses. Get ready your storehouses and make room for the blessings. Position yourself to capitalise on the opportunities that He is sending your way!
8The Lord will command the blessing on you in your storehouses…
When Jesus walked on earth, He had no bank account or visa card. Yet, He was rich, lacking nothing. He had whatever He needed for Himself as well as for the people around Him. When they needed healing, He provided it. (Matthew 12:15) When they needed food, He provided it. (Matthew 14:13–21) As long as they had Him, they had whatever they needed.
Likewise, when you have Jesus, you have an anointing within that makes you rich, even though in the natural, when you look at your finances, there is not much. God Himself has promised that He will command the blessing on you in your storehouses. Notice that He said “storehouses”. This means that He will command the blessing on your bank accounts, investment plans and everywhere that you put your money! Your storehouses will be blessed because when God commands the blessing, the blessing has no choice but to come on your storehouses!
We saw this happen to one of our church’s storehouses — our investment in Marine Cove, an open-air seaside shopping-cum-dining-cum-leisure resort complex. We invested in the place because we wanted to multiply the Lord’s money. We did not want to leave the money in the bank because the interest rate then was less than one per cent. We prayed about it and the Lord led us to Marine Cove.
And since day one, we have been making money from that investment! In fact, in one particular year, our highest return was 11 per cent nett! When SARS hit Singapore in 2003, people were avoiding the air-conditioned malls and coming to Marine Cove. The place was packed. Only God could have known how things would turn out. We even made money from the parking charges! That was how much the Lord was multiplying His money through our investment.
Beloved, just believe God when He says that He will command His blessing on you in your storehouses. Get ready your storehouses and make room for the blessings. Position yourself to capitalise on the opportunities that He is sending your way!
Monday, January 7, 2008
Still Waters by New Creation Church
Let me share with you one of my fave albums from New Creation Church. My bro John Mah shared this to me.
This soothes me everytime I feel so lost , stressed-out, confused and/or just having a silly bad mood.
This soothes me everytime I feel so lost , stressed-out, confused and/or just having a silly bad mood.
The Storm's Greatest Fury
So early in the morning..some people are stressing me here and there..left and right..my family..my friend..and my loved One!
Like a wild storm at 170mph raging at me so hard that I just wana let go and be blown by it.
Yes. It's a FACT!!
These forces are inevitable part of being human. ..part of this mad and fallen world.
But hey! I got a secret..sshhh!
My secret? Read more.
Well...
I am just sooooo glad Jesus is with me and IN ME right now...
....if not I would've gone wild and wilder than you could ever think of!!!
( see how I use the exclamation points? That's a sign that somewhere around me
is about to be blown off!!!!!)
I feel like I'm being sucked deep down...pulling every part of me ..part of my being till I couldn't breathe.. cuffs!
How my mind plays tricks on me is so pathetic! Just sucks!
I know these random and stressful thoughts that I have in me is but temporary...
....and it shall come to pass because I have the mind of Jesus..
Jesus has taught me on how to deal with all of these stuffs and this is just one part of the session.
It's strange...
...the feeling of stress
...bitterness
...sorrow has shaken my external peace but somehow..
I feel that I am not part of these feelings at all...
Just amazing!
Thank you Jesus!
With you I can conquer the world!
Like a wild storm at 170mph raging at me so hard that I just wana let go and be blown by it.
Yes. It's a FACT!!
These forces are inevitable part of being human. ..part of this mad and fallen world.
But hey! I got a secret..sshhh!
My secret? Read more.
Well...
I am just sooooo glad Jesus is with me and IN ME right now...
....if not I would've gone wild and wilder than you could ever think of!!!
( see how I use the exclamation points? That's a sign that somewhere around me
is about to be blown off!!!!!)
I feel like I'm being sucked deep down...pulling every part of me ..part of my being till I couldn't breathe.. cuffs!
How my mind plays tricks on me is so pathetic! Just sucks!
I know these random and stressful thoughts that I have in me is but temporary...
....and it shall come to pass because I have the mind of Jesus..
Jesus has taught me on how to deal with all of these stuffs and this is just one part of the session.
It's strange...
...the feeling of stress
...bitterness
...sorrow has shaken my external peace but somehow..
I feel that I am not part of these feelings at all...
Just amazing!
Thank you Jesus!
With you I can conquer the world!
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