I woke up listening to one of the New Creation songs "I SEE GRACE" this morning. It has brought me a very soothing and peaceful mood enough to start the day right with. ...mmmmmmmm... "It's gona ba an awesome day! Thank you Jesus!"So I thought. But when I went to the kitchen to get some coffee, everything changed. My landlady bluntly told me that I need to move my kitchen stuffs in our room ..BECAUUUSE... their kids might play with it. KABOOOOOM!!! Okay!
I was fed up!(breathe in..breathe out) At first, I really didn't mind them not following all the things that we agreed on. Like, because of their religion, we cannot cook pork and beef anymore. Well, no problem with that. On our side, we can start to settle with fish and veggies after all. But now, small things like, blocking the fridge with a vacuum cleaner just to keep the kids from opening it, not putting things in the toilet because the kids might open and get dirty with it, Keeping our cooking stuffs away from the kitchen because the kids might take it, which is way too troublesome to do is getting a litle out of hand. Howaaaaah!I know, we shouldn't have moved in to a place with kids. It's my fault! JESSSSUUUUUUUUUUUUUUSSS!!! I don't want this landlord-tenant issue to ruin my entire day. Not even seconds of it!I thought of calling my agent about this but let me speak in tongues first. (speaks in tongues) There you go! You see, in this world, things can really get so badly irritating, stressful, inconsistent and demanding at times but boy! Am I soooo glad Jesus has equipped me with lifesaving tools like speaking in tongues and getting back at God's words in dealing with this. By declaring " He will surely deliver me from this situation!" is indeed lifesaving for me."He is my refuge and my fortress; my God, in Him I will trust." Psalm 91:2 I am highly favoured, deeply loved! Well, some thoughts like, you cannot put this in your blog because you're gona ruin Jesus' ministry but hey!!As a Believer, I must admit, I am still work in progress!For now, this is me! And I'm not gona pretend that I'm a goody-goody when on the inside I'm feeling so lousy and bad!Part of me tells me that I have reacted wrongly on this issue. Maybe I did. But I still declare, " I am the righteousness of God, in Christ!"!!!Instead of feeling guilty because of the negativities the situation had brought me,I am thankful for Jesus!Because no matter what or how I feel, good or bad, His blood and death has made me pure and perfect! God is so smart!He knows me and each one of us so well that each day of our daily lives, we will surely stumble and fall. That's why He gave up His only Son, Jesus to be a one-time sacrifice for us FOREVER!Isn't it amazing?!All you gotta do is to keep up with a clear conscience and rest from it.::P) Thank you Abba, for your son, Jesus! Last note: In this world, the only permanent thing is change.. But with God, Hid words are forever consistent! Check the Bible! "I know that Your love will last for all the time, that Your faithfulness is as permanent as the sky"Psalm 89:2