My Past Blogs...

I just found these notes in my phone and I have decided to fit it here in my blog...
One by one, I will go through all these and will post God's answers to me thru a book I just bought "Speak To Your Mountain" by Kenneth Hagin.
The books says everything about me, how I feel about God when in times of trouble and all.
It's a good book and I am going to share it with you as we go along.

Here's one of my past blogs.

Dated: November 17,2007
On the 8th of November, my sister has joined my father in heaven.Just a month long gap and it happened.
It took me quite a few days to burn on my thoughts and get back to my senses. Suddenly , my world has collapsed..
Wish I had called and talked to my sister while she was still in the hospital and where she was still able to talk...Wish I prayed long enough...and hard enough.

I know, deep in my heart and soul blaming God and even just questioning Him for all these won't change a thing.
For some time, accepting this fate in a spiritual manner has given me enough courage to stay on..
just move on.and never look back.

It's beyond my undertstanding to comprehend.

As I am writing this, I am trying to draw air out of my room
which seemed to have plenty just a few minutes ago and now seems to have none.

There has never been any pain like this pain, not that I can remember..

It's like drilling an infinite whole inside of me.

The pain has swallowed me as the whale reputedly swallowed Jonah,that holy draft-dodger.

It throbs like a poison sun glowing deep down in the middle of me, in a place where until tonight there is only the quiet sense of a new thing growing...

For a time, death continues to appalled me.
Is there really life after death?
Will the dead have a new body free of pain, boredom and sickness in heaven?
Are they--my loved ones are meant to be where they are right now?

It's going to be a series of questioning.lots of immature questioning..

I know..

A Physical Therapist Fractured My Mom!

For all of my dear friends who have been asking on my mom's condition lately,
here's a short video I created...

A Prayer for all of us...

For years...I have been questioning God why these things are happening to me...

Now... I have come to a final stop...and question myself instead.

Your New Identity In Christ

How God's Words Can Change Your World

Wait! Don't Try To Help God

This message is so powerful...May it bring revelations to you too.
Pastor Prince is so funny here too. heheh!